Our initial response to an experience can often be so profoundly different than how it feels after it has been absorbed for a period of time. This past month has been a lot like that. I feel as though we are floating in space…waiting…

Autumn will most likely have her first post-chemo scan next week. Part of me cannot wait to have something in hand that shows she looks fabulous inside, but I would be lying if I said I wasn’t frightened.